A year ago today Andy and I were blessed beyond measure when Clark entered this world. He was born at 6:28pm, and has made sure to make his sweet little presence known ever since. I fell in love with him the minute I found out I was pregnant, and my love for him has grown by leaps and bounds this past year. He truly is an amazing boy that I would do anything for. I don't think anyone has ever experienced true, unconditional, mind-blowing love until you've had a child. I experienced that first when I had Cooper, and Clark has just added to and intensified those feelings this past year. There's nothing like it.
I know I've given Clark a bad rap at times, he definitely hasn't been the easiest baby ever, but there isn't one minute of the past year I would change. Yes, not even the colic, ear infections, general fussiness of his personality, or all the sleepless nights we've had. All of those challenging times brought us closer together, and made him look to me whenever he was in pain or need. Being the person he counted on for comfort this past year was priceless, and one of the most rewarding gifts I've been given. Out of those challenges came a patience I didn't know I had within myself. I've learned a lot about patience with Cooper, but there's something about having a colicky baby every night for 4 months that teaches you patience on a deeper level really quick. I also learned that I could handle a lot more than I ever thought I could.
Over the past 12 months I've watched Clark grow from a helpless newborn to a funny, wild, loving, and adventurous one year old. Anytime Clark plays with Cooper you can see pure love radiating from him. He adores Cooper, and follows him around like a shadow. I've also seen Cooper grow into a caring, protective, and loving big brother. Their relationship is one of the sweetest things I've ever seen. They are definitely your typical brothers, fighting all the time, wild as ever, and play way too rough, but they love each other immensely, and light up when they see each other.
To my sweet Clark- I just want you to know that you and your brother are the single two best things that have ever happened to me. You are an amazing, smart, sweet, loving baby that has changed my life forever. I don't know what I would do without you. You made this family complete when you were born, and have been adding so much joy to our lives ever since. It makes me sad that you're growing so fast, but I honestly can't wait to see what kind of boy and man you grow into in the future. I know you will be wonderful and successful at whatever you put your mind to, and remember that I will be your biggest cheerleader and supporter. Always know that your daddy and I love you unconditionally, and that we always will.
Happy 1st birthday sweet boy! I love you!